So if you were wondering what happened to me, several things, all at once, my life changed, and is still changing drastically. For a while I was unable to access dA, for a few weeks, which left me to wonder just what I spent all the time on dA in the first place for.

I'm sorry for any contests or anything expected from me, physically, i am pretty much healed, but mentally, not so much. Idk if or when you will see anything new from me at all, I'm tired of competing, tired of trying to achieve something that is unattainable. dA only adds to this atmosphere in my life. Funny thing is, I left for like, 3 months or something, I had 5 notes from people wondering what was up. Thank you to those people especially, that cheered me up. Unfortunately, it confirmed what I already knew though. I'd love to say its going to take me a while to catch up, but i'm done, took me all of 5 minutes! lol.
This isnt a plea for sympathy, i jst dont care anymore.

Christmas is gonna suck again this year.